I beg you... to have the patience with everything unresolved in your head and try to love the questions themselves as if they were locked rooms or books written in a very foreign language.
Don't search for the answers that could not be given you now, because you would not be able to live them- and the point is to live everything.
Live the questions now, perhaps then someday far in the future, you will gradually without even noticing it, live your way into the answer. ~ Rainer Maria Wilke